Feeling very inadequate lately. Not just physically but emotionally, spiritually and in many areas of my life.
Do any of you ever have that someone in your life that makes you feel like you doing everything wrong? I mean I am sure it it is all in my head and I am projecting my own insecurities on others but there has to come a time when you need to distance your self from one and ones behavior so you don't feel the inadequacy your feeling.
Why is it when your feeling such thoughts that you begin to think the whole world is up against you?
Depression maybe.
Do I think so? No
Pressure. Pressure from others to do what you THINK they want you to do and to give what you think they want from you even if you don't have it to give or if it is uncomfortable for you to give.
Maybe this is stemming from not feeling connected.
Looking at a mile long to-do list that you can't accomplish.
Whatever it maybe I sure hope it passes and that it was all in my head.
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You've had hard last few months...cut yourself some slack, babe. You are MORE than adequate. You're awesome!
2010 has so far been a year with many challenges. The biggest and saddest the death of my nephew Case. But since then, other sadnesses, challenges and death. I have struggled with a couple of friendships too.
I think it is really time to look to scripture, soak up our children and try to FIND JOY IN THE JOURNEY. Sometimes this is easier said that done. Hang in there. Praying for you tonight.
oh tiff....
i'm so sorry that you are feeling like this. you are NOT alone in this. i have had to 'break up' with a friend that did nothing but make me feel like i could do nothing right. it was the best thing i ever did! surround yourself with people that are going to make you feel as special as you are.
i'm adding you to my prayer list. hang in there dear girl. thinking of you.
Sooo ... been there, done that.
There are definitely people in my life that I feel I can NEVER be who they want me to be. Those that just have to look at me for me to think, "Okay. What have I done wrong now?"
So. Not. Fun. Sorry you are facing some of that right now.
Not connected??? Right there with you! Right now, I am probably feeling more ALONE than I have ever felt in my whole adult life. Yep! ALONE (me and my 4 youngs ones that follow me like puppy dogs wherever I go)
Hugs!
Laurel :)
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